THE LORD SAY "My son, give me thine heart, and let thine eyes observe my ways." THE FIRST DEBT WE HAVE IS TO REJECT GOD's WORD.BY GOING WITH OUR OWN WAY IS THEREFORE WE FIND OURSELVES BOND BY DEBT OR ANY CHALLENGE OUR LORD IS THE ONLY REMEDY 4 OUR DEBTS PROBLEM AND IS ABLE 2 SHOW US A WAY TO OVERCOME OUR DEBTS JUST ONLY IF WE OBEY HIS WORD AND DO WHAT HE TOLD US TO DO THROUGH HIS WORD (BIBLE). IT DEPEND UPON US BECAUSE THE REMEDY IS ALREADY HERE!
After all that strugle in my life I was totaly hopeless and helpless,only was going on my mind was to suicide myself in the place where nobody will found my body.
I was planning to find a hidden place,I have see that the only place that can be my body everlasting home was a shaft in the old gold mine who was not working anymore.Now I was quite I was sitting alone most of time,and I have avoid to have a girl-friend,my only sorrow was my son.
WHEN MY BROTHER AND MY SISTER INVITE ME TO GO AND VISIT OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS I DID N'T GO WITH THEM.It was the end of my life now,inside me there was no more humanity but a ghost who was already death just waiting to be buried. And to run away from debts and misarable life of working 60hours/week for R150.00/week.THERE WAS NOTHING BELONG TO ME AS I WAS LOST EVERYTHING.Now my problem was my soul,if I hide my body in the old shaft and suicide myself,my body was going to return to the dust and my spirit was going to return to God,BUT WHAT ABOUT MY SOUL?
