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AS I HAVE take the decision to learn more about the LORD will with my life,then I remember that there was a word was spoken over my life.AS I HAVE GROW WITHOUT PARENT.BUT THE FAMILY WHO ADOPT &GROW ME UP AS THEIR CHILD,have started to have argument with my real parent family.SO THAT CONTINUE UNTIL I WAS BEEN IN A POSITION TO BE A VICTIM,AS THE GRANNY WHO GROW ME UP TOLD ME THAT IF GO BACK TO MY MOM OR MY DAD FAMILY 'I WILL SURFER UNTIL I DIE BECAUSE MY FAMILY DID NOT CARE ABOUT ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG.OTHER SIDE MY MOMMY FAMILY ALSO SAID IF I CONTINUE STAYING WITH THAT FAMILY WHO GROW ME UP I'LL SURFER UNTIL I DIE BECAUSE THOSE PEOPLE ARE NOT MY BLOOD.OTHER SIDE MY PAPA'S ALSO SAID IF I AM NOT COMING BACK TO THEM I WILL SURFER UNTIL I DIE BECAUSE AS A MAN I SUPPOSE TO HAVE CHILDREN,SO MY CHILDREN MUST CALLED BY MY DAD'S SURNAME,NOT WITH THE SURNAME OF THOSE FAMILY WHO GROW ME UP!
SO NOW I WAS AUTOMATICALLY BOND BY CURSE BECAUSE IN EVERYTHING I WAS DOING I WAS UNCONFIDENT BECAUSE I WAS BEEN TOLD THAT I'LL BE UNSUCCESSFULY THE REST OF MY LIFE.
SO MY MIND WAS ALREADY BOND.MY PROBLEM WAS NOT THE PEOPLE WHO PROPHET NEGATIVE ABOUT MY LIFE,my problem it was ME for accepting those words to rule over my. I WAS LEAVING INSIDE THE PRISON AS MY MIND WAS TIDE WITH HAND CUFFS.THERE WAS NOTHING WAS OK ABOUT ME AS I HAVE ALREADY ACCEPTED THE SITUATION OF SUFERING.BUT THE WORD OF GOD HAVE MAKE ME TO BE AWARE ABOUT MY SITUATION.IS THEREFORE I HAVE PRAYED AND ASKED THE LORD TO OPEN MY EYES AND SEE THE WAY OUT OF CURSE and to enjoy the way the LORD ALREADY DONE FOR ME.(continu..)
