THE LORD SAY "My son, give me thine heart, and let thine eyes observe my ways." THE FIRST DEBT WE HAVE IS TO REJECT GOD's WORD.BY GOING WITH OUR OWN WAY IS THEREFORE WE FIND OURSELVES BOND BY DEBT OR ANY CHALLENGE OUR LORD IS THE ONLY REMEDY 4 OUR DEBTS PROBLEM AND IS ABLE 2 SHOW US A WAY TO OVERCOME OUR DEBTS JUST ONLY IF WE OBEY HIS WORD AND DO WHAT HE TOLD US TO DO THROUGH HIS WORD (BIBLE). IT DEPEND UPON US BECAUSE THE REMEDY IS ALREADY HERE!
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10.30.2011
10.10.2011
DEBT RESULT.'ENTERING A DARKNESS LIFE'. (2)
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After my mariege who was a shame, people I owed where looking their money,as I have promissed them that after my marriege I will pay them.After 3 months nothing was successfull as the evil spirit was against my financially life.
So the people begin to asked me about their money,what can I said? Nothing only an empty promissed that I will pay them the following week, but with what from where!
Then I have decided to go to Bank who lend people money.So my aplication was successfully several bank have borrow me the money so I was able to pay the people I've owed.
THIS IT WAS A BEGINNING OF A DARK SHADOW IN MY LIFE TO PAY A DEBT WITH ANOTHER DEBT,THAT IT IS A DISASTER.Because when you've to pay back the bank the interest is to high. But because there was so higher pressure up on me,there was nothing can I do to pay my debtors without taking the loan.
10.08.2011
DEBT RESULT! AT THE END OF THE ROAD. ( 3 )
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After all that strugle in my life I was totaly hopeless and helpless,only was going on my mind was to suicide myself in the place where nobody will found my body.
I was planning to find a hidden place,I have see that the only place that can be my body everlasting home was a shaft in the old gold mine who was not working anymore.Now I was quite I was sitting alone most of time,and I have avoid to have a girl-friend,my only sorrow was my son.
WHEN MY BROTHER AND MY SISTER INVITE ME TO GO AND VISIT OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS I DID N'T GO WITH THEM.It was the end of my life now,inside me there was no more humanity but a ghost who was already death just waiting to be buried. And to run away from debts and misarable life of working 60hours/week for R150.00/week.THERE WAS NOTHING BELONG TO ME AS I WAS LOST EVERYTHING.Now my problem was my soul,if I hide my body in the old shaft and suicide myself,my body was going to return to the dust and my spirit was going to return to God,BUT WHAT ABOUT MY SOUL?
10.06.2011
DEBT RESULT : ' WORKING LIKE DONKEY'. ( 4 )
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I have tried many thing to get a job like aplying on a newspapers job posters,searching a job on internet,nothing have helped me,I have even walked about 10 km a day with my feet trying to find a job,but no job. There was a hope in my mind that the company I have worked for 4 years will pay me my provident fund,but nothing.
I'Ve sometimes found some part-time job where I have worked as driver's assistance or sometimes as a cleaner of a tunnel in shopping centres,where I have worked about 20 hours for R50.00 a day.
It was very tough time in my life.TO WORK In tunnel it is not easy as you are under death influence. It is dark there you can be shocked by electricity,because the cable are uncovered there. And the people you are working with them are permanent when they are working long hours they know they will get over time. But you as casually you'will get your only R50.00,No matter how many hours you've worked.
ALL THAT IS ABOUT DEBT.AS I LOOK BACK TODAY I CAN SEE THAT THE EVIL WAS ON ACTION TO DESTROY MY LIFE!
10.04.2011
DEBT RESULT.'ALONE IN THE WILDERNIS'.(5)
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After failing to organize my financially life.I was under a serious deppression.It was look like I live in my own land.I was always thinking about my debt.Also the bank which I've owed was calling maybe 3 times/day,asking about their money,as I was unable to pay them.I'VE I-APPLIED FOR DEBT REVIEW,BUT ALL MY ATTEMPT DID NOT HELP ME.
It was a sad moment in my life when I decide to leave my home and my family as there was no more peace between me and my wife.I have left my only child behind me to try to solve my debt problem.I HAVE STAYED WITH ANOTHER FAMILY,THEY HAVE GAVE ME A ROOM.
But I have moved there after a certain problem.I have also leave my job.I have moved from Mpumalanga Province to Gauteng Province with hope to get a better a job with better salary to settle my debt.But unfortunately I was unlucky to find a good job!
NOW I WAS IN THE DESERT ALONE NO-ONE WAS NEXT TO ME. NO JOB,NO MONEY,NO HOPE.I WAS ASKING MYSELF WHY THE LORD NOT TAKING MY SOUL!
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10.02.2011
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